>>30 >book New York Trilogy >author Nabokov >reading list Crying of lot 49 The Body Artist Hind's Kidnap Probably will change that though, I want to read my parents books and take my own to uni with me. >book rec Stoner. It's meme'd hard but it was one of the bets books I have ever read, especially if you're in academia.

>>538 Are there any online stores which sell books at cheap rates? I'm a poorfag but wouldn't mind spending spending 100-120rs if the book is worth reading.

>>673 anon, invest into a good ereader(you can get good ones under 10k Rs) and you can just download all ebooks for free from lots of sources(torrent/pdfdrive/zlib) i buy paper books, but not a lot. u can also listen to audiobooks for free on YT or torrent them from audiobookbay

>>673 Go to public library in your city.

>>674 I have read two books on my Mi pad, had bought it to watch lectures and read docs. There's an app called ReadEra which turns the pad into kindle lite, it's nothing short of an ereader now honestly. I just wanted to know if there are sites which sell paperback books at cheap prices

>>59 >I am like the achaposter but irl Kek. I used to say "pata nhi" a lot before my teenage years. >saw that the bike was still rideable Mine wasn't. So I took my phone out and didn't know who to call, because dad was out of city. I then notice all this blood flowing down through my arm and saw a big bruise because of the accident. I didn't feel anything and was "calm". Thoughts on kys?

>>62 >Thoughts on kys? reincarnation

>>59 I am a hmm guy irl I really don't care about anything nothing feels now

>>51 Wake up

>>51 1. Connect with others. 2. Learn new skills. 3. Hit the gym. 4. Eat well. 5. Get adequate sleep. 6. Cut the caffeine. 7. Reduce alcohol intake. 8. Journal your problems.

>>72 Good advice, studies should be a minor part of life, and btw if being a topper and first bencher is your source of pride or if teachers say you're "a very good student/very polite/very calm" you're very likely to be doing something wrong. You're young, so behave like a young person, not a senior citizen following all rules, tucking in his shirt, being nice to everyone. I'm speaking from experience. It's good to be sincere (our class topper is a Chad) but you need to learn a thing or two from backbenchers too. >11th backlog I went to a bhangi college filled with gao ke ladke, jhopadpatti ke ladke, etc. More than half the class failed, so they had to promote everyone.

>>82 Majority of the "very good student/very polite/very calm" students are like that because of their home environment and upbringing; authoritarian parenting. It fucks up the children a lot, struggle with being independent and plethora of issues.

>>87 >project_moar.jpg A very compelling argument. My opinions have now changed.

>>63 Over for jeecels

>>42 Watch charisma on command

only board to remain unaffected by plebbit and twatter migrants till now

>>13 >Does not show up in boards list anymore. Thank you based admin, very cool.

>>17 Eh, wrote too soon. Still showing up on title page.

>>25 Not anymore

>>7 Board is public now

>>69 too hard desu/

>>70 Literally how ? Once you get over your attachment to your surroundings and soley focus on your goal , it should become easier. Everything is hard in the beginning.

>>75 literally early stages of buddhism

>>69 Too brootal

>>92 I am afraid of getting married first I'm an extremely introvert bhangi who don't know anything about banks and shit second what if I get married and the girl later leave me or cuck me for someone else my life will be destroyed

>>97 Mujhe divorce ka dar nahi hai par behenchod alimony ka dar hai

>>95 Nigga i am a khatri there are no gaon ki ladkia in my caste

>>99 Lmao poorlad your caste produces most whores and randis. It would be highly unlikely if you manage to find a virgin wife. Better get cucked and continue your vansh, instead of wasting time on pondering how many people have creampied your khatri wife before.

>>91 Worship mahadev

Wholesome 100 keanu chungus

>>110 I love you too, pyaare anon. Chalo ab mooh kholo

>>110 Thank you

>>583 Not with online figures, but had one with God and anime characters when I was in my teens. I have plenty of parasocial relationships now, but it comes down to whether it matters to you if said people exist in any way or not. God and Okabe Rintaro exist in religious books and Steins;Gate respectively, my current "parasocial" friends don't enjoy even that minimal existence. I really was going to call you a faggot for asking this but it did make me think a bit, faggot.

>>583 I really do fucking hate this now that I think of it. I have lived life vicariously through my imagination now for years. I really fucking hate everyone. It really makes me wonder why I haven't killed myself yet. It's been about 8 years or so since I last felt like living. I think it's just that even for a person as ungrateful as myself, I think killing myself is a bit too ungrateful. Till a few years ago I was religious. I don't know what went wrong, but it just stopped. It's not like I feel disillusioned or anything, I just somehow forgot all my devotion and everything. I still wanted to kill myself for years before losing faith, but Dharma always was a very solid deterrent. I have no such spiritual quest or desire left in me. I have all my original disinterest in life, but earlier my disinterest in Samsāra was a passion of truth beyond. Now my disinterest for Samsāra is purely a desire to kill myself. If you are religious, cherish it. Faith is not something that comes easy. If your mind is clouded by Kāla, no amount of reasoning can bring you back. I wish I hated religion, and I wish I hated God. Then I could be like those faggot atheists and wish my own fate upon everyone else. But I don't even have that pleasure of being a proud atheist. I feel really bad when I see a believer lose faith, even if it's a fucking Christian or something. The closest thing to this is believing in the existence of a God but being abandoned and forsaken. But I don't even believe in God, I don't believe in anything. I have realised that it's a slippery slope ahead. I thought my initial whispers of disbelief were just general ideas that a student of Vedanta would get. I thought my disbelief would end there but my Dharma and moral compass would be eternal. Turns out that was bullshit too. I already had a natural lack of conscience, but now I simply don't care. Lying, cheating, stealing, everyday it makes less of a difference to me. That's all coupled with all the distortions childhood SA brings in your thought process. It's never ending and one day the gratefulness that convinced me to stay alive will fall apart

>>612 Main thak chuka hun. I don't even have a bad life save for the kind of sexual abuse trauma most people get anyway. Fuck, that doesn't even bother me. I have a great life objectively speaking. I really wish I could give my entire life to someone else without anyone else noticing and then off myself. That would have been the only good resolution to this. No ungratefulness problems, and no one would miss me because I'd technically still be around. Jo baat hai ab