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>I hate birthdays too because my college mates and relatives call/message me or post wishes in whatsapp and other media. It's too annoying to respond to them especially when I talkd 0 words with then throughout the year.
I experience that as well, not college mates but some close relatives. It's quite annoying and I don't like these kind of attention for sure.
They're insignificant, unimportant or they don't even matter for me.
If it's someone important though, they just make me feel like they ripped my heart off.
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It's mainly some sense of familiarity that I expect that seems absent every where on the internet, at least publicly.
The majority are okay, but some jokes at indiachan are too edgy for my taste and I feel that a small minority unironically believe it and are genuine psychos. It's really scary how people just gang up like mosquitoes when someone is getting doxed like Tamil Lund, or like the other day when they were morphing a teenager onto porn just because OP was jealous about her rich lifestyle.
It's also okay if I get ignored, it's the negative emotions that I experience that hurt badly, especially when I put some effort.
I can't even properly describe what I expect but I just feel this constant sense of being an alien or being completely misunderstood.