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My Diary (24/11/2022) Anon 11/24/2022 (Thu) 09:23:11 ID:610838 No. 1091
I haven't written my diary for a while, this day is not really good for me, I don't understand why my handwriting is like this now, fuck. I don't care whether you'll understand this or not, even though at the beginning I don't like it, but it's pretty good I think. These photos were taken on Thursday, 24 November, 2022 at 13:59 with Samsung Galaxy A10s.
>>1091 Writing all of these self loathe rant on real paper will only solidify it and give it meaning. Do not write bs like this unless you want it to affect you. That's why people write/read/listen to affirmations because written words impact how our subconscious thinks and treats us.
>suicidal perfectionist people pleaser who wants constant external supply Anon, I get lots of cluster B vibes from your diary. If you want someone to talk with about it, or in general, I'm around here. A girlfriend is not the solution to your problems btw. *virtual hugs* >>1092 It looks like a vent journal, anon. It's fine, and it's quite invalidating to tell people to not express how bad they're feeling. It's only a problem if it's taken to the extreme to the point you don't do anything with these pessimistic thoughts and it prevents you from doing anything.
>>1093 I just mute out thoughts that cause me problems so that they become distant and feel like it was just a dream/imagination. I only rethink about stuff that i want in my core memory. So I'm basically selectively choosing what i remember and what i forget so that all past probelms are gone. I don't know how healthy it is in the long run but they worked for all these years so I'll count in it until it fails.