I'm insecure about myself. Im 5'7", skinny an smol penin (4.5 inches no girth whatsoever). I've stopped thinking that ill ever have a gf, infact i wish i never have gf because she will laugh at me for being such a failed excuse of a man. Even if i get arrange married, my wife will never consider me a man. No matter how rich I become or how good I am at something, I cannot escape my biological reality. Moreover my mom tells me to study hard and immigrate to UK USA, how do I tell her things are even more soul crushing there.