>>1776
>Sleep and never wake up
Happened to me today. I just wanted to remain in my sleep state and not wake up to my fucked up life.
>Parents
Literally made me a no hobby , no interest piece.
Since childhood they only bought me school books , kept me in a concrete jungle when we had vast lands in village , stopped all tv and stuff because it will not help me study.
I couldn't make friends because I didn't even know what they were talking about.
All shows and cartoons , I just heard them from others and imagined what it looked like.
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How old are you? Maybe get a job(call center) and move out? Living alone atleast you can have some cats.