>>1843
Did you even have a promising future in the first place, or was that just a lie people around you sold you so you do the things that was expected out of you?
Now that I think about it, it certainly WASN'T a lie made to make me do work. Not just parents, even my teachers complimented me so many times. I was good at writing eassys, even won essay writing competition in 11th, my english teacher used to love me, even the class topper came to see my answer sheet to read my essays and letters. That's a big achievement for me. Used to be good at drawing, but never showed anyone, used to draw in table and rub it afterwards, used to draw at back of copies and then would tear the page. I was never brillant, but certainly never a loser. I feel like starting all over again from 5th. Only thing I wanted was love, someone other than my parents to call me cute or handsome, I wanted a gf. Kek, I even remember I announced to my friend in 9th that by 12th, I will make atleast one gf. I tried on 3 but failed each time. Now that I remember, I looked so subhuman back than, I was a total need, I'm thankful for that the girls never brootaly told me subhuman on my face. I was fat, I had braces, I had glasses, I have deviated nasal kek. It's over for me. Altho I'm still subhuman, I have improved a lot